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Beyond Reality!

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Imagine you're living in 1875, no electricity was invented yet! Still people were living peacefully! Then in 1879, when imagination of Thomas Edison turned into reality by working on Benjamin Franklin's work and life got easier than before! Then politics happened and Nikola Tesla couldn't been able to turn his imagination to reality because of “War of current” with Thomas Edison! Definitely this is not a history class but this is an example that how imagination to reality turns everything at ease, which we call Revolutionary! How imagination of someone can change the world forever! How much it can affect our lives and lifestyles! We all know this stuff! But the question is what if Nikola Tesla could have succeeded into his ideas! Then possibly the world might be enjoying free electricity right now! But it didn't happen and here we are! So my point is that Before 1879, electricity was just an imagination, living with lights and fan and electronic devices wa

Game by life!

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I was trying to divert my mind that day. I was trying to sleep somehow. And I ended up being awake whole night. I felt it was karma. It was getting back at me which i had done with someone else. I related everything bad that happened to me with karma, i.e. something which i had done to someone. I was feeling lost somewhere. I was thinking very deeply about something, what was bothering me alot. Back in school and tuitions, I was notorious for having atrocious nature. Making people feel low and small, however, which in fact I had never done. I was never this evil from inside. People criticized me for all my achievements. And that's what made me cruel from the outside. I always showed myself very confident and ingenuous. But deep inside I always felt guilty of pretending what I was not. I knew that people would not like to see the other side of me. Until the worst hits them up, they don't wanna see kindness of anyone else. One day, my scarred heart melted for someon

Mind Vs Mindset!

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In a small beautiful family, a daughter was born. She was loved by everyone. Even she made friends outside too. Those pretty light brown eyes, dark eyebrows, glowing milky skin with a birthmark making her the beautiful princess of her parents. She was growing everyday, child to teen. Her parents never underestimated her power and brilliance as a girl. She always was inspired by her parents. She was allowed to fulfil her dreams. She used to hang out till late and she used to sleep till afternoon. She never was forced to learn cooking. She was free to wear whatever she wanted to. Her parents had no problems with her freedom and her jolly nature. She was more than happy completing her dreams and doing stuff that made her happy. What does our society call her? Is it banned to enjoy and live the life in the way a girl wants to? She was told frequently not to wear short skirts, not to roam with male friends, not to go alone for movie, not to go late outside plus she was tagged for havin

Really hacked!

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Ever you wonder that what if the words we are using right now to express our feelings, could have been different! Like what if “thank” would be “frank” with the same meaning, “love” could be “dove” or “happy” might be “sad”! Then we may be saying 'I’m so sad right now’ instead of 'I’m so happy right now’ with the same feeling! But the fact is, it is not like that! Every word is holding some value within it, which we all admire about each word! But real wonder is every word is created with some beautiful expression and meaning within it! And even more wonderful is that we don't even know how did each word was created and still we're using it like we've created it! I'm not saying it is a bad thing; it is actually why it was invented, but why we're manipulating some beautiful creation by making it sound like it lost the real purpose which it was created for! Like saying “Uh” instead of “you” or “mah” instead “my”!! It may be feeling so cool saying the

Old is Gold!

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For the very first time I felt so helpless. I couldn't stop the tears from rolling down my face. I realised that situations neither see the gender nor age. She could scarcely stand straight, putting all the side bags she had to sell around her neck and arms. She tried herself out to bring her hands up in order to sell those sling bags. Everybody around me was making joke of her. Each and every ways of helping her came into my mind and I chose to give her thousands of money from which she can at least feed herself. But I then thought of the hard work my parents were doing just to give us the better life didn't let me do that. I only could pray to God to bless her with a good life. Why don't things work as it needs to work? Young people, who can do hard work, are enjoying their life like kingsize and the people of my granny's age are sheltering here and there just to earn little amount of money. They are not one or two. There are numerous older people who are not ev

I'mmature!

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What is maturity?  Letting go of fool around you or trying to make them understand? Facing the situation or wait for it to go away? Try to hide our agony or dig it down till it ends? Saying lie to make someone happy or telling them truth they deserve? Having compromise for loving one or sharing your frustration without exception? Trying to change yourself or try to change the situation? May be everything! But as you're reading this, so much more your brain is working to bifurcate the category where you stand! But it is not about where you stand in above situations! Maturity does not depends upon what your reaction is, but it depends upon what your intention is! Reaction can be fake but intention may be not! Rather pretending good, try intending good! In my opinion maturity have a simple definition, If you are able accept, apologize and forgive an extreme situations, aware about the truth that there is much more to learn ahead then you're mature! -Rotli.

Proud to Fail!

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Somewhere, at this particular moment, someone is making so much effort, hard work and prayers to complete their dreams and as a result they are meeting either success or failure at the end! But does it end there? Because if it is a failure, then they could be trying once more, and if it is the success then they are wanting something more! I think this is the simple overall definition of life, which says that it never ends until you end! Yes, it is not THE definition, but it is the core at which we all are walking! In the schools, we all learned about the story of bandwagons, but we were never used to taught about their struggles and failures that how they achieved what they achieved! We thought that school will teach us WHAT is life, how beautiful the life is, but instead; we end up learning HOW to live the life; which is something we should decide on our own! I’m not saying the things I’ve learned from school are useless, obviously they teach us something that helps us to thi

Inside the truth!

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Something important to ponder upon... Sometimes you may have to speak up in a way that hurts or angers someone close to you but is necessary for their benefit  And yes, sometimes it means you may elect not to share a particular truth out of care or respect for another person. The intersection of love and truth is a complex territory. What you need is a personal code of integrity that you can live with and be proud of. _Chanakya advised: “There are three questions to ask yourself before you ‘speak the truth.’ One: Are you certain it’s true? Two: Is it necessary? And three: Is it kind?” Ideally, your statements will pass all three tests.Sometimes you may find yourself called upon to say something that you know to be true and feel to be necessary, but that doesn’t seem particularly kind. In these situations, you have to examine your own intent (is it coming from a place of love, jealousy, hatred  or care for a greater good?). Then, if you do decide to share the information, do it wi

I'm Growing!

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From hiding my tooth Under the pillow, To throwing it away In Ground below, I'm growing like White turning yellow! From crying for Small things, To laughing at That things, I'm growing like Ashamed human being! From afraid to Talk to people, To bluffing at Every people, I'm growing like Lying is simple! From sharing With parents, To hiding some Dark rare ends, I'm growing like Tree with a fence! From Sacrificing For Friends, To fighting with Those Friends, I'm growing like Thing of nonsense! From thinking for Someone else, To thinking only For myself, I'm growing like Music without clef! From innocence To penitence, I'm growing just Without preference! -Rotli.

It's Different!

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For the first time when you meet someone, you start drawing outlines in your mind and initiate the-most-dangerous process of assuming the person’s character! The outline you made, converts into some shape when you get to know them from near, when you start hanging out! And one day you’ll come up with an imaginary character of that person as per your analysis! Time flies and your perception of that person gets more likely similar to what they really are and here you starts assuming things about them, their possible reaction for particular situations, their body language and style and everything! Sometimes your assumption may fall into the place and you may start thinking that you know them perfectly and you can predict their reactions accurately. Here you starts the countdown of the bond you have created and achieve with them till now, because at some point in your life that person's reaction would not match to what you had thought! You could probably think that whatever t

Mind vs Heart!

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There was a time when moving on from any sentimental situation used to be very hard and all the decisions were taken from heart. Mind and heart have some antagonisms with each other and the decision taken was being forced by heart on mind. Something wrong happens when mind gets followed by heart because there would always be a fright living within. That freight has to be related with feelings and emotions. Being sensible is perceptible, but letting emotions and feelings start controlling your mind and making sacrifices for something or someone is discreditable. There will always be people who come into life with their whatsoever reasons and when the need of your presence would be filled, they will not take a minute to chuck up the sponge. The tendency of a heart is to believe something too quickly. Positivity is better than the negativity but the negativity can not be ignored. The thought should always be passed through mind once before taking decision because precautions are alw

Yourself!

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There are always people who can hurt you but there's only a person who can never hurt you and that is YOURSELF. You always need somebody to share your things with and everytime you will realise that you should not have shared things in the first place.  Because the people you trust are not always going to be veracious or plausible or credible. You can never count on a person other than yourself since there are numerous people who always want to see you down. Why do you expect someone to do something for you? Have you ever tried to do that 'something' to yourself? Expectations are good but not wise. The blatant truth after expectations is you always get maximum chances of breaking down, getting hurt and falling down. Plus you end up wasting your energy, time and feelings on the thing which has very less chances to get done or it could be a person who doesn't give a damn about whatsoever thing you passing through.  A wise man said, ' every situation leaves you

Fear of most of us!

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DEATH, Fear of most of us. I often prayed for that in past times, today itself, met my one of a very good friend who has just lost her lifeline, her soul mate who took his own life. Red face, red swollen eyes, she could Barely see me. Neither She has eaten a single piece of food nor drunk a drop of water. The first thing I did was hugging her a real tight. As soon as I hugged, the tears she had hold out, ran through her red cheeks and the words she whispered were ' Bring him back'. Unlike God, nobody has such powers I guess. The incident had hurt her so hard that she could no longer be able to gather her extinct species of love. She started cursing loudly and I only could hold her hands and watch her blasphemous face. The thought running into my mind was what if I would be facing any such situations in my life like this? Even a thought of losing loved ones shrinks me in fear. May be that is why I every time I ask God to keep my loved ones safe and healthy! Those crucial mo

Know what you know!

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Friend: “Do you know me?” Me: “I think so! May be I don't know you, but I understand you!” “If you don't know me, how can you understand me?” “Because understanding is something based on your own experience! I can understand why or how you're acting on particular events, that doesn't give me knowledge about who you are! Like if you say that: ‘I'm in love with someone, and I don't know what is happening to me when he appears in front of me’ I understand what you wanna say me and how you could feel at that moment, that doesn't mean that I know you! That is just a feeling that we both have faced at some point of our life! “That means you're understanding a situation not me!” “May be, yes!” “But you said you can understand ME!?” “Yes!” “No! You don't!” “Why? I mean how?” “Here you gave an example about you understand a situation, not me! So you are just aware about that situation, not me! Right?” “No no, that situation is about YO

We're getting older!

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As we're getting older, Our childhood became just a folder! That time was so inspiring, When our dreams were such aspiring! But It all fade away with a stroke, When someone else make it a joke! As we're getting older, Our dreams are getting bolder! Not pricy things we could got, But the value of it let us smile a lot! Feelings are getting short, How to live that life again, we forgot! As we're getting older, We're losing our real smile holder(s)! When sharing was caring, We use to live like only love we're wearing! Then comes feeling of bearing, Which lead us to the fake bond of carrying! As we're getting older, We lost the respect towards our moulder! Teachers were our god, When we use to learn some new thought! Then entered our ego, Which made us the pet of the freako! (Freak) As we're getting older, Our childhood became just a folder! Yes we're getting mature, But life is becoming bori

Faith in a Faith!

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On a fortune day, he was watching his seniors playing basketball, he felt something different, peace. He slept really well that night! The very next day, He started practicing by his own. He used to watch some YouTube videos and tried the tricks on the basketball court, which was located far from his place. He somehow managed to hold a basketball on the back seat of the cycle and he rode to the court everyday. Although he asked his friends to join, nobody was willing to; so he started on his own. After putting these much energy, his dedication made him courageous and self confident player. He then got selected in the team and he improved his game to a peak point.    So in actuality, every possible thing depends upon the self-confidence and courage. There comes a stage when one can feel bothered or too much concerned about life and problem of life, but for getting rid out of those particular problems one need to get his/herself to understand the value and power of your own will. W

It's all about you!

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Switched off my mobile, closed the door, window and set in front of mirror! I did something wrong so I wanted to clear things out with myself! I looked into my eyes, bit angry and disappointed! Why I did that, which made me feel not good for myself? Was it necessary? Have I thought before saying anything bad? Why I was arguing even when I knew I'm wrong? Is my ego is more important than my loving friend? I was asking all this to myself!! And then just staring at myself knowing that whatever I did was my mistake and I have to make it right! I was not fighting with my friend but I was fighting with my ego! How can I be so rude to the person which makes me feel happy. How? I was seeing every moment which made me happy, which made me feel good because of him! Which made my surrounding positive and happy! The happy moments which lightening the load of every stress I had, and let everyone love me! The feeling of being happy is something which not everyone can get everyday! S

Version of Change!

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It all starts from caring about your loving person's happiness! It is the story of losing your loving person without losing love for them! I didn't want to hurt you at that night, So I told you that your point is right! It could help you to win your fight, Suddenly your ego take over your sight, Then realized I did wrong version of Right! (When you let him win for his happiness but then  you realize that you should tell the truth! You  did right by making him happy but did wrong By  hiding that he is wrong!) Telling truth after all this was sad, You didn't believe was feeling very bad! I'll let you do mistake; to let you learn from regret, Feeling shame to ruin you, was turning me all red, To make you strong, I became good version of bad! (You tell him that hehe w wrong, but then he don't believe you! Here  comes a trust which you broke, but for his happiness you  become his silent guide! Now your are doing good by supporting  him but still you’re bad

Something Missing!

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That night I was sitting on my study table near the sliding window. I actually tried every possible thing from reading some articles to watching some videos but that did not last for long! I then ended trying up, asking myself why! As It had continuously been raining for five hours, frontal passage could be seen filled with water around it! I only could feel the smell of the clay surrounded by the place and blasé of the rain drops! I was not afraid of losing lights that night! I then put on some music to divert my mind (I still don't know from what). From imagine dragon, miley to selena, I finally did stop searching at bollywood slow songs. I absolutely had no idea from what i was going through ! Little did I know that I didn't care about anything that night! No tears, no care! First time in my life, I felt myself careless, fearless but not helpless! I was singing some of the lines from the songs as per the sign of the time! Drops of the rain, entering from the window, ro